“If I Fell In Love With You Would You Leave Me Too?”
Private Writings #75
Written by Jennifer Kiley
Post Tuesday 19th August 2014
WARNING: ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT
Not Suitable For Children.
ALL CHARACTERS ARE FICTITIOUS.
Anyone Resembling Anyone Living or Dead
Is Purely Coincidental.
private writings to dr. annie haskell psychoanalyst
I am the storyteller using imagination fantasy feelings & thoughts
to discover self soul eternal serenity & bliss
but to most importantly tell the best tale ever after upon a time.
see you down the rabbit hole.
Private Writings: Chapter #75 — “If I Fell In Love With You Would You Leave Me Too?”
Tuesday 10th February 2009
Thank you for getting me out of here so quickly. I needed desperately to be with my family. I needed to see Alison. You may think the next thing I am going to say makes me sound crazy but I do have the ability to heal any living being. I needed to give Alison my good energy. I am strong enough. Love is guiding me and will keep us all safe. My being here is helping Alison to come back. I have been trying to keep her from slipping away into the other side too deeply, that she would have found it impossible to return.
Believe me, I am helping Alison and Scottie. Also, James was in need of his mother’s love. I am his favorite since Gran died. He looks to me. He is a star. The world knows him. Scottie told me about all the emails and texts from all over the world about James and our daughter Alison, wishing for her recovery and James getting better. Lots of love, Scottie said, is being sent for all of our family to heal. Flowers arrive at the hospital in a constant flow. Scottie told the nurses and staff to please circulate them throughout the hospital where they would brighten up others with their scent and beauty.
Breaking me out of Redcliff, Annie, was executed perfectly. I want you to know my last few letters were written out of desperation. I know now that my feelings of love for you belong to the One I have always loved in all my lifetimes. She keeps slipping away or is stolen from me by death. Every lifetime it happens this way. I then seek out the love from the eyes of those who look at me the way that she did and does in my dreams. Also, when she now visits me as a spirit or a ghost. But let’s not bring that up now. Too much needs my concentration. Tosh will stay with me in silence or sound. I am not afraid of her. I love her and enjoy her being around. It’s Angie’s ghost I could do without. But I suppose she needs my help. Being murdered is not the greatest thing to happen to anyone.
Think of Alison. Send her your good thoughts and feelings. That energy will help heal her.
Good Night Annie. I hope you get this in the morning. You can reach me on my cell or through Cedar Sinai where I remain with my family. The ones I love. It includes Jamie, of course. I want to hug Scottie and never let go. And then Jamie and James and Most of all Alison. I want to hold onto her hand and squeeze it ever so gently so she someone can feel I am here with her.
Thank you, Annie, for being there, also. I Do Love You.
Goodnight. Ciao Ciao!!!
© Madison Taylor 2008
“I think writing really helps you heal yourself. I think if you write long enough, you will be a healthy person. That is, if you write what you need to write, as opposed to what will make money, or what will make fame.“ — Alice Walker
Maksim - Somewhere In Time - Composer John Barry[Dedicated to Annie]
The beginning always starts out
With a dream.
It is all a dream
In our own nightmares”
— Madison Taylor
Le Chateau de Rocher – Home to Madison & Scottie
Their Cats & daughter Alison. She also has her own place on the estate
“Pretending is not just play.
Pretending is imagined possibility”
— Meryl Streep