what is love?
poem by jennifer kiley
kitten video by shawn mackenzie
california poppie by gardenphotoworld.com
what love is?
by jennifer kiley
august 2012
you’re a very
fucked up person
someone loves you
but you shut down
you block feelings
with anger
if that doesn’t work
you want to die
now how fucked up
is that?
you want her
so badly
to be part
of your life
but you trip out
on the closeness
with love
it is filled
with truth
what you want
to do
is make her
feel good
to feel loved
and reassured
it feels like
it is happening
all over again
love so intense
that losing her
this time
you won’t
make it
through
the last one
nearly
killed your soul
your spirit angel
hovered
in silent
guardianship
keeping you safe
guiding you
to possibilities
of love
but they were
too intense
that they
burned out
now there is
this special jewel
you are confused
about her
we both care
but is it
too fast
too much
you want
the strength
of the connection
you have
grown close
so fast
the feelings
are not
something
you want to deny
you are driven
by the force
you feel your powers
are equalizing
she may
be able
to control
her world
where you
hold onto
control
so tightly
you need her
so much
you want to be
so close to her
and yet
at times
you are
able to be
so sane
and objective
it’s got to be
other people
inside you
taking control
when you are
so level headed
that’s when
you are able
to take
care of her
and nurture her
why?
because
you love her
in the purist form
of what love is
and can be
major bird experience-murmuration
by islands & rivers
only love-carter-poe-parker(our kittens b. 4.22.12)
video created by shawn mackenzie
only love-melissa etheridge
illustrated with nature
“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.”
~Marilyn Monroe~
What incredible revelations! Am I You or are You Me?
We are one in all. Joined throughout time and reuniting. The initials JA are significant to us both for differente reasons and yet the same. The magnetic pull of the universe brings those together who are meant to be part of the same whole. It is like a poem or a painting or anything, the pieces all eventually will be found in order that they may become complete in what they are meant to be. It is creation in it’s basic form. love, jen ps. a revelation. you just have to know the code or how to interpret what your senses tell you are/is there before you or in you or around you. divine madness and artistic temperament combined into one.