Paradigm Shifting
(Chaos Magic)
By Jennifer Kiley
9.19.12
Enjoy the video seen by more people then anything and a poem with deep meaning. Read the preface before it to get a better understanding from where the poet is coming.

Paradigm Art-Korean
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(I found the following poem on 5.10.11 in the book “Touched with Fire: Manic-Depression Illness and the Artistic Temperament” by Kay Redfield Jamison. I highly recommend this book for anyone living with bipolar or for anyone interested in understanding this illness. It is a dangerous illness which causes many deaths and is destructive in how it causes someone with bipolar to live their life. There are the highs and the lows and sometimes the leveling off times. But the highs can take you beyond the realm and the lows can take you in a depression which can lead to a darkness so deep that one is not able to see the reality around you. The delusions, the confusion can cause one to behave in a manner otherwise not normal to who you are. Many famous and not so famous people live with bipolar. I know what it can do to you and I battle the differences it brings from one moment to the next, each unpredictable. What triggers any given state is relatively unknown at the time. You can watch out for triggers but you need to figure out what they are first. That isn’t always possible. Reading Kay Redfield Jamison is a good choice to help understand. There are also two other books that I would recommend reading to help you with understanding your self. “The Coming of the Feminine Christ” by Dr. Niamh Clune and “Bipolar In Order” by Tom Wooten. If you use my search window on this page and enter their names you will find out more about them and their books. Now for the poem by Stephen Spender.)
Sir Stephen Harold Spender CBE (28 February 1909 – 16 July 1995) was an English poet, novelist and essayist who concentrated on themes of social injustice and the class struggle in his work. He was appointed the seventeenth Poet Laureate Consultant in Poetry to the United States Library of Congress in 1965
5.10.11 (discovered this poem on this date.)
I Think Continually Of Those Who Were Truly Great
Stephen Spender
I think continually of those who were truly great.
Who, from the womb, remembered the soul’s history
Through corridors of light where the hours are suns
Endless and singing. Whose lovely ambition
Was that their lips, still touched with fire,
Should tell of the Spirit clothed from head to foot in song.
And who hoarded from the Spring branches
The desires falling across their bodies like blossoms.
What is precious is never to forget
The essential delight of the blood drawn from ageless springs
Breaking through rocks in worlds before our earth.
Never to deny its pleasure in the morning simple light
Nor its grave evening demand for love.
Never to allow gradually the traffic to smother
With noise and fog the flowering of the spirit.
Near the snow, near the sun, in the highest fields
See how these names are feted by the waving grass
And by the streamers of white cloud
And whispers of wind in the listening sky.
The names of those who in their lives fought for life
Who wore at their hearts the fire’s center.
Born of the sun they traveled a short while towards the sun,
And left the vivid air signed with their honour.
Korean Landscape-Early 18th Centuty


“With gentleness, Overcome anger.
With generosity,Overcome meanness.
With truth, Overcome delusion.”
~The Dhammapada~
“Delusion arises from anger. The mind is bewildered by delusion. Reasoning is destroyed when the mind is bewildered. One falls down when reasoning is destroyed.” ~Bhagavad Gita~
The dark of the tunnel is pitch black, where reason and love are lost, and black consumes and smothers light, truth, love and reality. Black twists and taints those who care about you and rejects what they do give as being never enough.
the darkness is a battle i will face. it may be difficult but i am strong and nothing is going to steal my sanity, not even the dark forces. i am working hard to find a way to communicate with and control the actions that the dark force wants to do. it is not the way i really feel and i am not sure where the feelings originate yet, except back to the starting place. I will follow that back and face my demons. it’s like living in a horror film where the demons start out with all the power but the light and good over power the darkside as Luke did in Star Wars, very much an archetype. May the Force Be With Me. Just realized my new nephew soon to be born, his name will be Luke and his middle name is Gabriel. Pretty strong force going to live in that boy. J.K.
Sometimes when we feel abandoned, we don’t realize that we have abandoned ourselves first. When I read this last blog, that is what comes to my mind. No one can meet you in self abandonement.
i killed that post. poem is gone so is haiku. abandoned it. enough talk about being lost. j.k.
ps. replaced with a poem written by Sir Stephen Spender
Again, you can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something – your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life. ~Steve Jobs~ Namaste