[Final Chapter] Private Writings: Chapter #85 A Momentary Pause

private writings a novel of true fantasy by jennifer kiley [shawn's 2d blue name]

“A Momentary Pause”
Private Writings #85
Written by Jennifer Kiley
Post Tuesday 28th October 2014

Not Suitable For Children.
Anyone Resembling Anyone Living or Dead
Is Purely Coincidental.

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Crypticistic Synopsis:

private writings to dr. annie haskell psychoanalyst

I am the storyteller using imagination fantasy feelings & thoughts

to discover self soul eternal serenity & bliss

but to most importantly tell the best tale ever after upon a time.

see you down the rabbit hole.

Private Writings: Chapter #84 — “A Momentary Pause”

Tuesday 21st April 2009

Dear Maria,

Homecoming for Me. Scottie is throwing me her most outrageous party to date. All is well  but only temporarily. Nightmares need to be traveled through to get to the lighter side. I look forward to working with you, Maria Lopez Falcón. I need time to  recover. With your help, I will find my world again and get back to my future time to come and enjoy my new growth. Working on my play and then my screenplay. That will be a tell all. The play about a transsexual in transition. Fun times. If we remember how hard it is to be alive. 

The end is near. No more to write today. I want to join the party. So for now Good Night.

Su Loca Cliente


© Madison Taylor 2008

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Coming Back To Life – David Gilmour – Royal Albert Hall


5 photo of white rose with red framed in blue

“A Dream
The beginning always starts out
With a dream.
It is all a dream
In our own nightmares”
— Madison Taylor

Le Chateau de Rocher - Home to Madison & Scottie   Their Cats & daughter Alison. She has her own place on the estate

Le Chateau de Rocher – Home to Madison & Scottie
Their Cats & daughter Alison. She also has her own place on the estate

play is not just play meryl streep“Pretending is not just play.
Pretending is imagined possibility”
— Meryl Streep

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Private Moments: #85 “Horrors of Waiting”

private moments in paintings & poetryPrivate Moments #85
“Horrors of Waiting”
Poem Written by Jennifer Kiley

Post 27th October 2014
Poem for Private Writings
Chapter #85 “they hear nothing”
“Backing Off from Death
Painting by jkm

“For that fine madness still he did retain,
Which rightly should possess a poet’s brain.”
~Michael Drayton~ (1563-1631)

coming back to life by jk mccormack (c) jkm 2014

Backing Off from Death (c) jkm

hands reaching out into rain

“Horrors of Waiting”
By Madison Taylor
22nd April 2009

The horrors of waiting for death
It claims us in its own time
In the time between time
Torture wracks the body with tension
Shatters the nerves
Until all rattles apart.

soothing starts when letting go
Leaving the body behind
Setting the mind free
The soul will sail out
on wings like a bird of love
Finding peace after waiting
when time disappears
Release is found.

© jkm

candle flame flickering gif

Rhapsody on a Theme of Paganini - Composer Rachmaninoff – Pianist Maksim

garden waterfall private gazebo overgrown 4pmip&p

“Doorway to a Place of Enchantment”

“Creating is having the courage
to allow the seer into the private
moments of our imaginative lives.”

— jkm the secret keeper
aka Jennifer Kiley McCormack

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(c) jennifer kiley 2014

Happy World Dragon Day!

the secret keeper:

I Love this Post of Brilliant Quotations and absolutely delightful & playful images to go with each one. <3 jkm

Originally posted on MacKENZIE's Dragon's Nest:

Four years ago, none of us at WAFDE would have guessed that World Dragon Day would fall within our annual Month of the Dragon celebrations. We are delighted beyond words!

Which brings me – of course – to words.

In honor of the day, I present you with some of my favorite Dragon quotes and pictures. For fun and the glory of Dragons!

Weyrworld - Pern Dragonriders

Weyrworld – Pern Dragonriders

I desired dragons with a profound desire.

I do not care what comes after;
I have seen the dragons on the wind of morning.
…Ursula K. Le Guin1390480_227082264119248_1389350472_n

 It is conventional to call ‘monster’ any
blending of dissonant elements. . . . I call
monster” every original inexhaustible beauty.
…Alfred Jarry423816-bigthumbnail

No, I would not want to live in a world without dragons,
as I would not want to live in a world without magic,
for that is a world without…

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Thoughts On Writing – Susan Sontag [Series Pt 1]

a writer's word new 14th june 2014Thoughts on Writing

A Multiple Part Series – Part # 1

“Think With Words—Not Ideas”

by Susan Sontag

Post by Jennifer Kiley

Post Sunday 26th October 2014

susan sontag photo for series

I have a wider range as a human being than as a writer. (With some writers, it’s the opposite.) Only a fraction of me is available to be turned into art.

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Words have their own firmness. The word on the page may not reveal (may conceal) the flabbiness of the mind that conceived it. All thoughts are upgrades — get more clarity, definition, authority, by being in print — that is, detached from the person who thinks them.
A potential fraud — at least potential — in all writing.

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Writing is a little door. Some fantasies, like big pieces of furniture, won’t come through.

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If only I could feel about sex as I do about writing! That I’m the vehicle, the medium, the instrument of some force beyond myself.

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Science fiction —
Popular mythology for contemporary negative imagination about the impersonal

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A Short Note for the end of each part of this 8 part series.

Susan Sontag [January 16, 1933 – December 28, 2004] was an American writer and filmmaker, professor, literary icon, and political activist. Beginning with the publication of her 1964 essay “Notes on ‘Camp’”

gold fountain pen for sontag series

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Film View “Hands of Bresson”

Glasgow Film Theatre
“Hands of Bresson”

A Short Film

Post by Jennifer Kiley

Post Friday 24th October 2014

A look at hands in films. They are so different one pair to the next. When focusing on one item we often forget to notice others more fully.

In this collection of running images from scenes in motion pictures, the hands come alive. Each image is seem more tactile & filled overflowing with sensuality.

When I write a scene where the hands are part of the action, they often take on an arousing awareness.

One often seeks the touch of another.

Touch is often actualized by the hand or sometimes other parts of the body. But the hand comes in with the first wave when we think of how we touch. Yet, it could be any part of the body or an inanimate object.

Even so there would still be some sort of sensation activated & eyes hypnotized by the movement we so casually overlook. I know I am guilty. It is so difficult sometimes to catch every subtlety the artist is projecting through their creation, whether subconsciously or actively presented.

This video awakens our awareness & sensitivity to all of what hands are able to accomplish. It a most lovely & sensual way to notice hands by showing us only scenes where hands are the main characters. <3 jkm

Hands of Bresson from Kogonada

A visual essay on the tactile world of Robert Bresson created for the Criterion Collection. // criterion.com

Music: Schubert, Piano Sonata No. 20, D. 959 (Au Hasard Balthazar)


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What the gay rights movement learned from the civil rights movement

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What the gay rights movement learned from the civil rights movement

TED Talk: Yoruba Richen

Post Created by Jennifer Kiley

Post Thursday 23rd October 2014


Yoruba Richen: What the gay rights movement learned from the civil rights movement

Published on Jun 6, 2014

As a member of both the African American and LGBT communities, filmmaker Yoruba Richen is fascinated with the overlaps and tensions between the gay rights and the civil rights movements. She explores how the two struggles intertwine and propel each other forward — and, in an unmissable argument, she dispels a myth about their points of conflict. A powerful reminder that we all have a stake in equality.

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Amazing Visions: Première Impression – Cathédrale de lumière

amazing visions
Première Impression – Cathédrale de lumière

Post by Jennifer Kiley

Post Wednesday 22nd October 2014


Fun with Lighting Images in Artistic Motion. Laughter of children at some points. The Impressionists being represented in this Light Show of the Impressionistic Art Form.  <3 Jennifer

“Première Impression”, Cathédrale de lumière, Rouen 2013

Video mapping show on Impressionism onto the façade of the Rouen Cathedral.
From 1 June to 29 September 2013. Mind blowing artistry. Cathedral of light and Normandy Impressionist Festival. Mind blowing artistry. Never have I seen anything as Unique & Beautiful.